Instant Karma

As I begin to write, I realize, I don't have much to write for except about my own self and my experience with life. Where do
I start would be another question. When I look into the mirror, I see me; but the person behind has changed. There is not
much difference in being careless and carefree. I have never been careless about the future.Now, I am just carefree! Living
in fear is the worst way to live. Sometimes, a small dose of fear is necessary, but always in fear will poison the mind. The
true capabilities of the mind are still being explored. When liberated, the mind can connect with the higher state of
existance. In the higher state, every thing is made clear to us. The past, the present and the future. For the common people,
this higher state of existence is nothing but communion with God, as they would like to call it. For the intellectual kind,
it is a state where the mind becomes aware of its surrounding and acts accordingly. I assume the highest state of existence
would be nirvana as described by Gautam buddha. My journey has just begun. The climb up-hill becomes steeper and steeper as I
move further up.

I got a dairy

From the very begining of the year I was wanting a dairy to write. But for some mysterious reason I didnt get it uptill now. As mysterious the reason was , the appearance was also the same. as i walked into the house I found it laying there on the table waiting for me. some events just occure when they are suppse to. Now a days I dont force things as I realized they are going ot take place as and when the right time for them to occure comes. All I jave to do is keep playing my part right.Life is not just about me but it is a bigger game..

Postmortem- Keep off the grass

Reading this book wasnt much. I sailed through it quite easily. in total it took less than 12 hours to finish the book. the book is about a confused american born indian who is having an identity crisis, so decides to come to India in serch of his roots and persues a degree from IIM. Eventually he finds the answer he was looking for and the story come to an end. the title is picked up from a statement made by Ruskin bond to the protagonist of the book. in all the book is worth a read. gives little insight on the life in IIM but nothing much. its more about the journey of Samrat Ratan from being a lost soul to finding his identity.

Indepth

"The begining is always the difficult one". I know its one more cliche but have to begin with it as I don't know where to begin.
3rd January 2009 is the day i chose to fill in the empty space with few words of my own which keep rattling around in my brain. The truth as I hate to admit is that I am a lazy person. Even now I have skipped many thought occuring in my mind. Currently I am reading one book and in persuit of another one. I dont know when it happned but I did become a kind of a reader. May be I am also those kind of people who think after reading couple of book they can write. I am not an avid of my writing but wont mind the acclaim coming with it if there is.
There are lot of things in which I start late in love, in life ...
All my peers have moved far ahead as I see & i find they are far more miserable than I am as they see it . I dont believe in the persuit of happiness, nither I believe in it. I seek the simple joys of life which pleasures me. The purpose of life is to living it and not in finding the meaning of life, or why, where & what of existence. Its all migical the way life turns out to be. Our course in life is set and no matter how much we try or want its not going to change. It is a part of a bigger game. In the 27 years of my life i have seen many signs of things happening the way it should have been, both in my life and others as well.
I have just been trying to live my life and play the part which has been asigned to me, if I be good so be it as its been designed for me or be any thing else for that matter. I am just a character of this act and I am acting in accordance with my part.
And so those of you who think and do want to know me can go ahead and read the script.

All the best !!